Only if you are in my position you know how hard it is.

Choni Tsultrim Gyatso

1/18/2011

We are about to vote, a leader we need for tomorrow.
A hope brings some good changes but it is unfortunate,
Long time friends are changing, right before my eyes,
Praise candidates their choice but I am in the corner myself.
Millions phones calls cut into once month, lies to me they are busy.
They hang around together in groups support their candidates,
The language and conversation…it isn’t on the stage of normality.

Directionless men and women rolled up in their political wind.
Biased behavior and tricky dinners worst than drug and alcohol.
Closest friends are now become ghosts to me in jungle.
Rejection and separation is like recite mantra before kill the sheep.
I don’t want be lonely but I have my own choice to vote.
Democracy is rights and I have rights to choose who is right for me.

I’ve watched and read and listened enough
People have told me that I am in fault dream
Many more have given up cos so much to handle
But democracy and freedom is in our hands
I chose to stay on my rights even though you spit on me.
I can handle including your yelling and screaming on me

So many honest, truthful debates, discussions and posts.
Hateful arrows of criticism penetrates my heart and soul..
If only I could make a tiny contribution, what could I do or say?
I would stay online and try my best each and everyday.
There is one thing I’d like to say to all my friends out there.
I’m still your friends but I have rights to choose who I want.

Only If you are in my position you know, how hard it is.
It is my choice I will stay on that
It is my right choice
I will never give it up
Never

Only if you in my position…..